17th day 7:30 am
Awake since early morning another one of those nights which I don't sleep well, disturbed by gas and fears.
I pressed again the button calling for the nurse but then I realized I am fine, just a bad dream and I told her on the phone that I am OK.
The process is working! just trust it.
Today I meet the nutritionist twice. First time for a general lecture: how to break the fast and the second meeting is a private consultation.
I am swaying between joy of the nearing end of the fast, fears of how my body will except the new vibrations of food and impatience, wanna be there...
A good loving and supporting message from home really makes my day.
I am so blessed.
and in the lecture the nutritionist had a quote from Siddharta by Hemann Hesse. I used to like this book so much. Used to think of it as a master who guides me. I remember my youth now, my younger self. I can connect in body and soul to my youngest, ageless self. I am the girl that read Siddharta when she was 17.
Fasting makes you feel younger, resetting your program, elevates your soul. Emphasises a better connection to the body, like all part are attached to me now and I am in perfect bliss.
Hemann Hesse, Siddharta:
" Everyone can perform magic,
Everyone can reach his goal
if she can think, if she can wait, if she can fast."
Awake since early morning another one of those nights which I don't sleep well, disturbed by gas and fears.
I pressed again the button calling for the nurse but then I realized I am fine, just a bad dream and I told her on the phone that I am OK.
The process is working! just trust it.
Today I meet the nutritionist twice. First time for a general lecture: how to break the fast and the second meeting is a private consultation.
I am swaying between joy of the nearing end of the fast, fears of how my body will except the new vibrations of food and impatience, wanna be there...
A good loving and supporting message from home really makes my day.
I am so blessed.
and in the lecture the nutritionist had a quote from Siddharta by Hemann Hesse. I used to like this book so much. Used to think of it as a master who guides me. I remember my youth now, my younger self. I can connect in body and soul to my youngest, ageless self. I am the girl that read Siddharta when she was 17.
Fasting makes you feel younger, resetting your program, elevates your soul. Emphasises a better connection to the body, like all part are attached to me now and I am in perfect bliss.
Hemann Hesse, Siddharta:
" Everyone can perform magic,
Everyone can reach his goal
if she can think, if she can wait, if she can fast."
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